Society and I are like oil and water. We just don’t mix. No matter how hard I try, it just ends up ugly.
I become the worst kind of me when I am forced to associate myself with the human kind. It is the part of the world that I cannot willingly embrace. It is the part of the world I understand so well but cannot comprehend.
Humans and society are what’s most familiar in my life, it makes me alienated. But the funny thing is, the human in me still yearns to connect with others in search for the missing link - humanity.
Something I cannot describe. Something I cannot define. Something beyond the realm I am bound in.
I miss the times when i didn’t have to work. The times when i would just write about anything and everything and just live in my own world. I don’t have time for that now. I don’t have time to be with myself and be in my happy place. I don’t enjoy the life of a grown up because i can never be one. I don’t wish to turn back time, there is nothing in the past for me. I just wish to continue on with my life in solitude but not in the confines of conformity.
I will have to find a way though. Until then, i’ll be stuck here a while.
Girlfriend - boyfriend photo. :>
Jvi as Tony Stark and me as a rag doll. Lol.
Dressed up as a creepy rag doll for my sister’s costume debut party. (:
OMG! Why haven’t people tried to make a movie about this? That would be so awesome!!! 8D